Posts Tagged ‘rantings’

I reckon since I have nothing to do noe and is not sleepy stil, though I should be after two days of duty lol!

I just finished my final duty! It’s a good and not good thing but ord is imminent and I am so excited! Gotta start work and earn some cash to spend, Haha! Duty over means more days in unit? Perhaps I should slowly clear my off when it is appropriate. Maybe I should go for a holiday as well to clear my leave? I dunno… Low in cash so gotta work n work! LOL!

Sometimes it’s frustrating that you are trying to get over certain issues yet it keeps coming back to you again and again yet there is nothing you can do about it, I just hope that everything will be fine soon and all of us can be happy with the current status, at least that is what I hope for now… Although it is a bit weird and difficult to adjust as people will start to know and for people who do not know, it might be a bit awkward when they are teasing and not sure how I should react to it as well! I wun say that everyone really cares but even if no one does, at least I should try to feel more comfortable even if u feel uneasy, time will make everything ok and probably make things better and hopefully we will be able to work out fine in our new status, at least for now.

As for the other stuff, I can only say that certain things once complicated and changed, it may be difficult to change but me being me, the stubborn Aries that I am, I have tried and if it means that it has to stay status quo, there’s nothing I can do, so I can only just let time make the decision that if it’s meant that it has to be this way den I cannot do anything about it.

This is the case for relationship and friendship!

Enough of my rantings… Haha!
Just try to restore and stay positive and not think too much, things will get better and one will definitely get better as long as they are not easily reminded of the things that they do not wish to be reminded of unless they can be resolved in a way that they deem fit.

Happy Day to all! 🙂

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Boring

Posted: June 4, 2011 in Random
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Life these few days has been pretty free and boring as I have had a few days of free time of my own. It’s been a long time since I have had so much “ME” time…

It’s me who asked for it and I got it so I cannot complain about anything as I should just get used to this so called new found freedom, although nothing much had changed because I will be back to work again in no time, which means no rest time again.

Did not manage to do much stuff these few days, only that I went out with cousie one of the days and I bought this bag which cost more than $100, goodness, it’s so ex! LOL!

I thought it was $89.90 initially and contemplated buying both colour but in the end, I only got the colour that I like after u realised that it costs almost $130! Its a nice bag but being blue, my favourite colour, it is a bit difficult to match… Oh wells, but I wouldn’t have purchases the brown because it’s easier to match because I was attracted to the blue bag immediately I saw it when I was standing outside the shop.

I just pretty much stayed home for the past two days and just wanted to rest and not do anything and perhaps emo, ad too many things have been happening and making feel a bit screwed up.

It made me realise that people that you care about does not necessarily will favour you at times and will just support the other party and make it seem like it is always your fault for feeling a certain way, if not better, people font even care or simply do not wish or knows what to do. Put simply, there us nothing that can be done to remedy, unless someone takes the first step.

As for the rest, I guess repeatedly saying and arguing over the same topic over and over again hurts, maybe it’s best for us to cool down and if you think you are that much better and that it’s my loss, I respect that because it’s partly my fault, but no one can seriously predict what’s gonna come off of a relationship, only time will tell everything.

Right now, I am not gonna think much, be it relationship, friendship… I am gonna just relax and see how it goes because not everyone cares about you and will side with you and it’s best that you just not think too much and think more about what you really want…

I just need to cool down and sort out everything, and although I am confused and do not know who will be there for me at this moment, I am sure I will be able to overcome everything. Like j say, time will heal everything and I will be back to who I am, the positive and decisive me that is confident of the things that I do and decisions that o make.

Enough of the rantings, I guess I am 语无伦次-ing LOL! Just wanna type something since I have not blogged for a long time.

Happy day to all! 🙂